Went for a walk to clear my head. Was unsuccessful for the first 45 mins so I turned my music up to drown out the loud head chit chat. Continued to walk for 15 mins. The music wasn’t working. Then a lended helping hand of nature drowned out the noise in my head with a stingray flipping its 🤔arms, legs, fins, or maybe flaps 😂 to get my attention and STILL my mind, encouraging me to pause. It worked! It completely stopped me in my tracks. There is nothing like nature (and something that scares you) to bring you back down to earth. What feels like the only thing that could grab my attention and bring me back to reality. All the nonsense in my mind that brought anger and festering bullshit was on repeat. Never have I ever had an experience and so close like it. A stingray of all things. Having taken 24 hours and the experience still with me I have google it “you have the knowledge, you have the means, you have the skills, you have the truth. Now get on with it”. Truely everything I need to know right now. Thankyou. The universe will speak. We just need to listen.

I had a dream I had a fish tank and added some new fish to the tank, suddenly there appeared two stingrays in this tank. I thought it was amazing and cool. Then for some reason a snake was introduced to the tank that was getting along fine with all other fish and even the stingray. The moment I turned my back the fish tank worn into turmoil. I noticed the snake eating one of the stingrays, I was shocked but it seemed as if the stingray was already killed before he ate it. The snake shot a vision of the past to me about what really happened, showing me the fish attacked the stingray and killed the stingray, so he began to eat it. But later in the dream everything disappeared from this fish tank including the fish. And the truth revealed to me that the snake poisoned the stingray from the beginning and fooled me. Now, the snake consumed everything and disapear d from my tank, leaving me empty.

A stingray followed us today as we walked along the waters edge. We went to dinner across the road and when we arrived back at water it was sitting there so when we started walking back along the river it continued following us back the other way. Eventually it vered into the deeper water. I feel like this experience had a meaning.

I had a dream that I was on some sort of cliff or balacony, I was staring out at the ocean but I swear we were only sight seeing, then moving onto some state without the ocean. I knew it was temporary but it was so beautiful I wanted to run out onto the ocean. I began to get scared as all of a sudden I was emerged in the unclear ocean water, birds were everywhere diving into the water, fins were everywhere too, I tried to focus to see if they were sharks or dolphins, I assumed dolphins feeding on a school of fish.

Then suddenly I was back on that cliff or balcony, it’s like the sea, ocean was going wild with sea creatures. I saw people out in the water enjoying the ocean but the water was rapid at the shore. I saw three dark humongous figures emerging, at first I thought it was a shark but it was way too big, they were whales, the figure was clear to see that they were some type of whales and as they came closer and closer to shore I realize the shore was deeper than I thought and that’s why no one was out in the water. The whales burst out of the water and transformed into huge stingrays, they were even bigger and the sight way absolutely incredible. They turned into the biggest stingrays in history and it’s like they were putting on a show for just me but something that confuses me, were they wanting to hurt me but I was too far away? Or did they want me to come say hi? Were they friendly? I don’t know.

I found out i was 7 weeks accidentally pregnant in Belize. It wasn’t time to make a baby. I took the abortion pills and when i passed the clot, i took it and put it in the ocean. not three minutes later, a small ray swam over it- hopefully eating it. I cried. It was the peace and clarity i needed.

I dreamed I was on a fishing peer laying in the sun. on another peer very close to mine was an older white gentleman fishing. A stingray with no barb climbed up on her peer and he held it for a few minutes and then placed it back in the water. Each time the ray would clin out of the water and in to the man’s lap and he would keep placing it back into the water. The ray was winning to stay in the man’s lap. Finally the ray climbed up the peer I was on and quickly lay over my stomach and stayed there. I was afraid at first but the fear quickly went away and the ray just continued to lay there enjoying the sun with me. ❓ ❓