A tarantula usually has a big or noticeable energy, but ask yourself or intuition, angels or ancestors or whom you may trust with your Celtic practices (very beautiful culture btw). I really suggest you listen to yourself (intuition – gut feeling, “just knowings”, senses that give you the definition of your “impressions” in the first place…) the most if you can.

My personal opinion or first-thought, as a female myself, I’d say stay away brother.

Red and black could be related to occult practices of the darker side, and often in more traditional or older cultures.

She may be involved in darker witch magic and with you getting scared of the tarantula (a big or prevalent energy) the energies may be showing you she’s got a deeper plot brewing. I don’t want any “dark things” or “sudden surprises” showing up on you, but remember, those who practice these practices in real life are often well cloaked. “The people would not expect “coming” from them the most.” And I personally believe (actually know) those who are “loud” about it, or out/blatant and unhidden about such practices or being of a certain kind or ritual are usually wannabe’s, fake, or of the weaker kind.

But, ask your ancestors, nature spirits who care for you, whomever you trust got your back, your higher self and see what they say… You’re able to make your own decisions but also ask your loving & kindred spirits to hold your back, keep you safe, protect you, to look into it, to keep you in their safety net since you are a kindred spirit in their realm.

Also, red and black reminded my of a black widow – another spider. The female black widows are known to eat the males and feed them to their children once they have them. Not trying to scare you, but just another fact.

Use your intuition.

But personally, I believe there is poison there. (with the red and black tarantula and your self (or spirits) not only showing you that, but the drawing of her – each time – as well.)

I also want to say, as a quick note, females can be more powerful than most think… they’ve been suppressed as a common culture recently in most places, but we know the magic they also hold or held from ancient times. With that, and everything else in account, I just want to say be careful of physically mating with her intimately.

Also, new moon in coming up, so ask for protection, do what you may need to protect your taurus field (personal power, life, will) because IF she is into something of that sort, who knows if she’s using candles… or (with them colors) blood. I’m trying to keep it straightforward with you, so I’m really sorry if you get disgusted, I hope you are not. But please, do you get what I’m saying?

Maybe ask an elder of your own or a trusted person really aligned with the elements to help… or use your signs of power or tools (symbols, talismans). You can even use your voice.
I’d advise if you ask an elder that it can be an elder who, if they were alive, would be able to combat such energy or have such a strong personal will that no other energies can inflict upon it or effect it.
It’s a difference between an elder that only knew how to drink, and an elder that knew how to use the elemental energies with much familiarity.

“It’s like, that awesome Uncle who can make you a Business or Enterprise Genius, but don’t ask him about anything that has to do with playing music or a guitar.”

They are there for you.

They say that a person’s will who is so strong can never be in danger or inflicted upon with other’s (and sometimes, devastating) negative energy.
You can shield yourself and ricochet that energy back to them.

Use your personal army and the army of the family you were born into to protect yourself. (Your self power, who you are, what you came with and the protectors, the kindred power, what and who they are and you have access to.)

We live in a world with both sides of the spectrum.
Not that one’s “good’ or “bad”, but it’s more about who your vibin’ with.

And just like a mother protects her baby, you’re sometimes gonna have to protect that energy.
There’s nothing wrong with protection.

It is also love.

I only have the best wishes to you, and for your highest most harmonious-inclusive energies for there is much love to go around, brother.

I hope this helped, but always listen to yourself first.

You have everything you need.

It is not an coincident.
When I started my spiritual path I had many of these animals showing in real life.
Racoon on bathroom window…outside…and super big. Feathers in yard …a lot not just one or two. Every day. Different ones. Different places.
It is fun and a way of heaven talking to you.
Open up to it and follow your roots…it is so worth it.